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14/5/2000 Bedroom (Just a little prayer...) The birthplace of dreams, Where good ones thrive And bad ones put to rest. When I awake from sleep I feel That I am surely blest. Amen. |
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11/6/2000 An Open Mind Believing lies Believing truth No doubt Emotion, Care Hindsight All without No questions answered No answers questioned No right or wrong Until the open mind Is closed And then it's gone |
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27/3/2001 Desensitize (Otherwise known as 'Numb') I can't pinpoint. I can't target. I can't identify. I can't connect. I can't touch. I can't hear. I can't describe. I can't obliterate. I can't eradicate. I can't illuminate. I can't eliminate. I can't see. I can't sense. Ever. Never. Nothing. No one. Is Real. I can't be. I can't flee. I can't feel. |
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24/10/2001 Liar Half-truths Monosyllables Apologies Fucked-up lives Worn out Browbeaten Headstrong Unsurprised Secrets Tangled webs Deception Cheeks turned Shattered friendships Emotional breakdown Inner turmoil Fingers burned Swiftly dealth with Sharply slapped Painfully snubbed And nothing learned Messed up Blown it Screwed up Live with it Liar |
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28/10/2002 Promises I made this promise to myself That I wouldn't let you, Would always prevent you From hurting me. But slowly, when my back was turned It seeped in. Quietly creeping, then full on. A burning mass, a pain so intense, Sudden. Like the transition From night to day. Isn't that always the way? One moment You're in control. And the next, Where are you? Well you're "in love". Where else could you be? Some place, any place, not here. This is the last place I want to be. I said to myself That no matter what you did, No matter what was said My heart would remain intact. But then, when your back was turned It became broken. While you weren't watching, paying attention My heart was breaking, splitting Gradually, cutting and slicing Like the knife my friend took to her skin. You made empty promises, Said things without meaning. Words that to me Were everything. Then, once taken away, Nothing. Nothing. Like you. |
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28/10/2002 Handle With Care Handle with care. My soul is fragile, my body soft. My head is not always in control Of what I'm doing. And my heart is more than an organ. Dreams contained in one shell Thoughts captured in my skull Hopes closed inside something, Something so uncertain. My door is always open, eyes wide. I hide nothing, soul displayed. Making sense of the world, my head tries. And my heart, I wear it on my sleeve. My mother always said it was right there In reach of anyone, any time. I just laughed. Be gentle with me as a package. Listen, look, learn, lend a hand And from the heart of me I will send you love in return. Simply, sweetly, deeply devoted To you. Just make me a promise That whenever you are there Close to me, holding me, sharing my pain, You won't hurt or abuse me. Just tell me that when you and I Are together You will handle with care. For Laura xxx |
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Pre-Oct 2002 Escapism Let me escape into myself Don't bother me for a while Quality time alone just me Offer nothing but a smile. If I look distant don't pull me back in I'm content inside my skin Another world entertains me fine There's plenty of space inside this mind. You may see me lonesome Think perhaps I need a friend But for the trouble they bring Company's worthless in the end. You know I don't handle rejection well Yet I can never be rejected by myself Thoughts keep me sane despite what you think Don't close your eyes, I'm gone in a blink. Please give me nothing I don't need a hand to grip I can hold on fine by myself Don't catch me if I slip. |
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