A time has passed, quite a time, and this site has been bounced around just about everywhere. The problems with my snooping father is still ongoing, however, it has been way too long and i feared losing this site altogether, so, here it is, once again. i take a risk, of course, but, that's me. So, here's what's been happening:

I had to first hide my site, then i tried to move it, and because of my dear friend and c-mom Lady Heather O'Brien who opted to help me move this site, among many other people, whom i all thank so very much. After it was moved, slightly, to about numerous other places by numerous other people it found itself back on geocities, and lost to my knowledge ::laughter:: yes, it was confusing, but it was lost, and i eventually found it. And here it is, once again. for all of your enjoyment. The My Daughter section will no longer be updated, very unfortunately. I am more than ever going to need more people to submit things in, and i'm little by little going to try to contact all who have tried to contact me through this site. Again, i say, kisses, curtsies, and enjoy.

Yes, my dears, i am back. I don't know for how long or anything, but wow, things have really been happening in my life. I'm going to try to start updating my site once again. Before i left, i left the wrong email address, so i'm sure i've got tons of mail laying around somewhere. I'm going to need a lot of help getting everything back up. And i'm going to have to add a lot more thoughts and things to all sorts of parts on my site. Things have been better, and several things have been happening in regards to cds in my life, which is a great thing :-) i'll write more later. Kisses.

the inevitable has happened, my dears, my father found my website. This is utterly terrible and devastating news. I have no privacy whatsoever anymore. I make no promises that i will be back... it might come down to get rid of this site or have no computer anymore... i dont see why he does this to me, i'm doing so well in school, i don't get in his way, and i have cut off all my social life so i can conform to whatever view he holds for me to be. 3 years, my dears, 3 years and i'll be free... hopefully to pursue whatever my heart desires... in other news, being that i'm very open with my love for cds, getting into conversations about it needless to say, very frequently, i found one! ::giggles:: a very sincere one too, it's cool. and also, i'm starting the GSA at my school... GSA=gay straight alliance, a place for all to speak of GLBT concerning issues... it was started last year by an old gay friend of mine, who has since graduated and the 'club' dropped, and of course i come to save it... so i guess if i am not online, i can still do my part with the community around me.. i love you my dears