You Were Always There
Whenever
I needed someone to talk to
You were always there.
My eyes filled with tears, my heart
filled with pain, and
You were always there.
There was no time when I had doubt
to come to you because
You were always there.
I could see in your eyes you wanted
to help, and that you really cared.
Whenever
I was down and blue
You were always there.
No matter my problems, are what
was wrong
You were always there.
Whenever I felt like nothing matters
You were always there.
Now
your gone, and I don't know what
to do
I close my eyes and think of you,
and how
You were always there.
It's hard to look at the pictures,
and get memories of you
Can you hear me now
At night I pray, and I speak to
you
I guess you were right when you
told me no matter how far you were
You would always be there.
I know one day I'll see you again,
but till then I have to say goodbye
Even
though it hurts to hear your name,
and speak of you
One thing I will always say is
You were always there.
Left Alone In The Past
Left
alone in the past
Forgotten friendships buried, never
meant to last
She walked away from me
Why couldn't I foresee?
Time standing still
Another way to deal, another pill
The sky is gray with hate
One thing tore us apart, your fate
Now what will you do?
Who will confide in you?
Remember the times we shared?
Remember how well we paired?
The consequences are tough
You only knew how to treat me rough
Who is next in line?
Will you, too, break their spine?
Look at what you've done
This time I will stand in front
of you, I won't run
Don't bother me anymore
All you touch, you tore
What you wanted, you took
Now I glance back, I take one last
look
You left me alone in your past
Forgotten friendships buried, never
meant to last
My Best Friend
Once
was here
now is gone
I will always
love forever
the laughs
the tears
the smiles
without her
my life has no direction
no ups nor downs
no smiles or frowns
I miss her
I cry
I see her
I lie
what ever went wrong
I can mend
I will always
love forever
my very best friend
Goodbye
Well
maybe now I should just say goodbye
You used to be my friend
But I never felt I really was yours
So maybe this is the end.
I'm different from you, all of you
Each other we've never understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
That it won't be for good.
Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so
bad
And you don't even care
I don't know why, I just want to
cry
And someday I won't be there.
The streaks on my arm they've done
me no harm
They're only made of pen
But once they are blood that turns
brown like mud
They'll be there again and again.
If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself
too
But that doesn't really matter
Although when I hurt I feel like
dirt
And my spirit's bruised and battered.
I do not know why it has to be so
I really wish it did not
But the way this has been going
it is basically shot.
You don't need me and we don't need
we
And that's how I think I know why
These words are the ones I have
to speak-
I love you, but goodbye.
Quiet Emotions
I
always wanted more from you
than you were willing to give;
So now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.
The
bond will always be there
the friendship always intact;
But the time for us has come and
gone
and the pages of time, you can't
turn back.
I
will always be a friend to you
and wonder how you are;
The smiles and laughter I will remember
and our fights have become painless
scars.
Sometimes
on those busy days
when you've a thousand things to
do;
Please let me glide slowly through
your mind
and spend some time with you.
In
that quiet moment
when you're surprised to find me
there;
Just remember even with the distance
between us
I am still someone who cares.
Friends
You
fell in love, friends went away,
Knowing you'd have a closer friend
one day.
I thought that friend would always
be me -
Things have changed, as we can see.
You'll fall in love again one day,
Then once again your friends will
go away
Then
Remember
then,
Dreaming of when
Our
childhood fears
Would be gone with the years.
Now
we look at the past
Wondering why it didn't last.
Days
in the hot sun
Always having fun.
Going
for a ride
Letting the bike glide.
Biking,
sledding,
Swimming, swinging,
Days
of old
Never to be sold.
Signs
of change
Widely range.
Moving
away
No more play.
Friends
forever
Talk almost never.
Through
the years,
Our lives shift gears.
Laughter,
smiles,
Fears, miles,
Distant
souls
Drifting goals.
Friendship
the art
Connects our hearts.
Now
that it is when
We dream of Then.
There to Here
You
ask me how we got from there to
here,
And you tell me you can't remember,
And so I'll answer it for you,
Though perhaps not the way you want
me to.
We
got from here to there on the back
of a unicorn racing through our
dreams,
We got from here to there when night's
silence thundered between us,
We got from here to there believing
a song to be stronger than the worlds
pulling us apart.
And
we were right.
We
stood in good relation to the earth,
We stood in good relation to the
gods,
We stood in good relation to all
that was beautiful,
You see, we were Alive
We
got from there to here when we believed
reality to be stronger than love,
We got from there to here when we
forgot to look up and believe that
gravity held no hold on our souls,
We got from there to here when we
left our storybooks for some other
distracting play,
And
now I do not know my world,
And I cannot find my God,
And beauty dies,
Shut out in the cold.
And
I believe we can get from here to
there if we just believe,
And I believe we can get from here
to there if you'll take my hand,
And I believe we can get from here
to there - if only in our dreams,
And
when you're dancing across the sky,
Somewhere between the stars and
the moon,
Look for me by your side, I'll meet
you with hands outstretched,
We'll go - from here to there, there
to here, and back again.
Maybe Not Forever
There
are so many stories I still want
to tell
There are so many I love you's left
unsaid
There are many tears left uncried
There are many dreams left to fall
apart
I
miss our long talks
I miss the nights when all was alright
I love you like a sister, you were
my angel,
Yet I wonder why you left me here
to die
We
were forever best friends-
When one fell to the ground
The other one was there to help
her back up.
We healed our broken hearts
With a hug and a gentle smile.
We stayed up every night looking
at the stars,
Giggling like little girls and having
midnight talks.
You
said you had to go-
I wished it wasn't so.
You said we'd always write.
You said it would be like old times.
I looked in your eyes as you looked
into mine,
With smiles like everything was
fine.
Yet
we both knew well that this was
our last good-bye.
We knew that we would never again
Have those long talks and play like
little girls again.
We knew all the pain we'd cause
ourselves.
I also knew that my angel was being
taken away,
Yet we promised no matter what we'd
remain forever best friends
And Where Were You?
I
never thought I'd see this day,
I never thought I'd feel this way,
You...a stranger to me now.
I'm left with emptiness...
I wish I knew how it could be,
That we were once so open and free.
You were like my brother.. yet so
much more
I wish I would have seen what I
see now before.
For, I did not and it's too late...
My friend, my lover once, is now
unknown.
And what hurts the most is I now
know..
What I lost.. and I'm alone.
To face a challenge life has sent,
And not a moment with you I've spent.
I hope one day I can forgive you,
my friend..
I miss you....
Why did you go?
Crossroads
There
were promises made in childhood,
In the days of their innocence.
They laughed, they played, they
cried.
Throughout
high school dramas,
Broken hearts, and adolescence,
Their special friendship thrived.
The
little girls grew up and
Became wives and mothers.
It happened in an instant.
They
gave bridal and baby showers,
Each advising the other.
Still close across the distance.
One
day, the inevitable happened,
An event that changed their lives.
It had the power to destroy.
They
were both the betrayed and betrayer.
Can their friendship survive?
Or will they live with the void?
*Broken Friendship*
*
We
were supposed to be friends
friends
till the end.
We
were supposed to be friends
through
thick and thin.
We
were supposed to be friends
but
you lied to me
We
were supposed to be friends
but
there were flaws I couldn't see
We
were supposed to be friends
but
I said mean things
We
were supposed to be friends
but
you couldn't contribute what a friendship
needs.
*
Now,
I regret the harsh words, the gestures,
the glares.
Now,
I wish we could see past the rumors,
the wrong doings, the bad fares.
*
But
the past cannot be changed,
though
I wish it could.
Because
given one chance,
I'd
make things return to the way they
should.
*
I
miss you friend,
And
I pray that soon
Through
all of the wrong,
Tight
will shine through.
*I'll
Miss You*
You're
leaving me soon
I'll
miss you so much
The
sound of your voice
The
feel of your touch
The
look of your eyes
The
endless sea of blue
All
I feel is tranquility
These
feelings are so new
The
way you walk
The
look of your hair
Your
special smell
The
way you stare
Everything
about you
I
love so much
And
when you leave
I
hope you miss me
Just
as much.
Broken Trust
He was a friend so dear to me
Our thoughts and dreams we shared
We spoke of love, our wants and
needs
Somehow I knew he cared
I danced with him within my dreams
We held each other close
We shared so much between us two
Now my inner heart he knows.
A
girl lives there with hair so fair
And eyes of baby blue
Who longs to be within his heart
But it cannot come true
We're in different worlds apart
you see
His love for me has died
I spoke a lie that broke the trust
And cannot be denied.
I hurt the heart that cared for
me
And anger did appear
I realized what I had done
And now began to fear
The need I had for his true love
Can now not be fulfilled
The reality of broken trust
Is now my bitter pill.
He
loved the girl within my heart
But now he's gone away
I cry at night and long for him
But no longer will he stay
He leaves me now and breaks my heart
Lost love is what remains
And a lesson learned about real
trust
I must not play the games.
Forgive Me..
Forgive
me not but bear me true
I write this now because I'm blue
Please listen to me as I have my
say
And then be my friend for another
day
I hurt you so, I do regret
I care too much and not enough,
yet
I care too deep it hurts you so
For I just don't know when to let
go
I'm too sensitive and this is true
And it gets on the nerves of others
and you
I'm slow to trust and quick to turn
I'm too afraid of being once again
burned
I see too much, and yet not enough
And I know the toll on you is rough
My
friendship is real tough in taking
And none of it was of your making
But I'm good inside and have good
heart
And I dont want our friendship to
part
My heart breaks for having hurt
you so
And asking forgiveness is brutal
I know
But this I want to say to you
And no word I've spoken could be
so true
I had once a friend who was the
world to me
All her pain was mine to see
I didn't always let her know
But deep inside I hoped she'd know
Then one day, black and empty dawned
The emptiness forever yawned
Tomorrow came and not the chance
To have with her just one last dance
"I'm sorry" she would
never hear
Because I'd lost my one so dear
She'd never feel my hugs again
Nor walk with me in the summer rain
And all the things I wish I'd said
Would be forever prisoners in my
head
Tomorrow came with me alone
And all the regrets I couldn't condone
Tomorrow never goes away
It visits me just every day
I don't want another tomorrow like
that
Another day just laying flat
So please give me this chance to
say I'm sorry to you
My heart is bleeding because I caused
you to be blue
My tears unchecked because I care
And my soul I'm dared to bear
I'm taking a chance, it's hurting
me too
But I'm pledging my own deep friendship
to you
And asking forgiveness for my many
faults
And to help stop my badness that
causes this friendships' halts
Please take me by the hand and say
That you'll be my friend for one
more day
Broken Friendship
In
the beginning we were
the best of friends
doing everything together
going to parties and dances
but now I'm not so sure
we've grown apart some how
we started doing things less and
less
three years we've been friends
now fighting like we hate each other
you even talk about me behind my
back
sold me out when ever you could
and for that our friendship is over
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