Message 1:
"So basically all I really wanna say is I don't know what's going on with life, and I hope all the fans are good and I just want you to know that I'm trying to understand things in life right now and so I really don't feel that I should be doing music right now.
And I just want everyone to understand that, and that's really true so if I don't make music it's not because I don't want to for you fans. And, if I... [sigh] I have two phones in my ear. I'm not sounding defeated because I'm not defeated, I'm just gonna do this for me, and I know that the people who care about me will care about me.
But I just can't trust anybody anymore right now because I don't understand what's going on. So, because I'm desperately trying to get out of this room. And I don't know if that makes any sense to anybody, but the truth is that I'm calling to say that I love you to my fans, I'm not gonna be... are you gonna be... Glitter is gonna be out soon. And you're gonna have that, and I'm gonna be taking some time off.
I can't reach Nancy Berry so I'd like to say Nancy, I will record and stuff, it's just that I needed some time off but nobody was really giving it to me. And I feel that that's only because of [coughs] the situation that we've been dealing with for awhile and that my managers were a little upset about it and they were trying to press on and get through it, but that didn't work, and so it's nobody's fault really it's just that I got... I worked it into a bad place and I'm not trying to have any bad comments around anybody by telling people's names.
And, well, what I'd like to do is just take a little break or at least get one night of sleep without someone popping up about a video or a thing where all I really want to do is just be me and that's what I should've done in the first place but somebody... I mean people... whatever I allowed myself to be a little bit too paranoid about life. And life is for living so... that's how deep this is.
So if anybody gets this that really cares, just do me a favor, close the record... close the management company down that I own, and I'm gonna lie here and wait for that to happen. Not that anybody cares, it probably sounds ridiculous. But, I can't reach anybody on the phone so actually, that's where we're at.
So fans I love ya, we're gonna do it again, we're gonna do it, we're gonna make, and if I take a little time off that's cool. And that's all I'm saying, lambs, you know how I love you. And everything's great. Alright? Bye."
