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Pray – meditate. O goddess of compassion bless us in our state of fear and pain. Let us recall the sunrise and the eternity of Love. And Bekah-la your mother longs for you and always will. amen
I’ve concern. Love. Wishes to be provident and also just to write. Not to be dead though my faith keeps growing that I have the key via this unnamed state. That of the bereft mother. Bereft mothers have no tiny knowledge of a place otherwise peopled only with the dead.
Half alive half dead I commune with you and my vitality often is bequeathed to you because my acceptance of your death is incomplete. If I hand over all that I am to you it will not bring you back to earth. That is the part I have trouble believing.
Big trouble. Big love. Big longing. Big no. No, you may not have your daughter back. No, you will never lose her love. If you apply your vitality to life you will still have her love and she yours.
Believe. If I can believe that I be in a place that is not entirely here I can arrive back here empowered by belief that you are there.
You are there surpassing your
mother in wisdom. Drinking peace sunning in love bathed in serenity. Your
laugh is utterly unique. Nobody laughs like you do Bekah. amen
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