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This is a very short one, but seems to be (after at least six years) the beginnings of hope, the spirit taking hold and the germination of the seeds of Truth that my good friend Allen seemed to be constantly "preaching" to me. I emphasize the word preaching because at this time I actually felt a great deal of contempt for his efforts and they annoyed the *@#&! out of me. I had a VERY dim view of anything having to do with religion, but tried not to show any of my contempt since I had the most terrible of crushes on him and did not want to push him away. Little did I know at that time that it wasn't really him I was so drawn to, but the light that was within him which I needed so badly in my own life to shine. So below is the entry.
I have found through observation that what I allow into my body greatly affects the moods I go into. I must remember to only put good things into my body. This means only natural things. No smoke, drugs, alcohol, junk food or an overabundance of anything. I really need to form some kind of exercise program. With proper exercise, tension is reduced, therefore controlling stress to a point. I need to control my urges to spend. I am spending too much money. I need to save money so I can buy a car and establish some credit.
Somehow I have to find the desire within myself to make something of life. A person cannot go through life without any goals. I must remember to get regular sleep and not too much sleep.
~FIN
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