The Balcony
by Sarah Pichardo
I
stand on the balcony of
my dreams,
Where neither time nor space
have any avail,
And where illusion and reality
are obscure.
I step out into the dim
light that the night has
to offer,
And there I am exposed.
The
silhouette of my reality
dances in the shade of dark
shadows
And I can see but a mere
glimmer of its composed
agility
as it flutters in its gaiety.
Though
there is light, the night
is fogged by a thick cloud
that blinds my
view of all that surpasses
the edge of the balcony.
While standing on my balcony
I will remain in my dream,
But to escape my dream I
must leap into the horizon
that I can neither see nor
fathom.
So
while sitting on the edge,
I contemplate . . . debate
. . .
weigh the best of the two
tangent worlds.
I stand lost in a state
of thought, thinking that
if I stand there for a
little while longer the
answer to all that beseeches
me will be unveiled.
But
in the interior of me, I
know that my epiphany lies
not within me,
but outside of me, and above
me, and around me,
and I must leave my niche
to search for it.
My trance breaks when my
dream and my reality collide
and there I am awoken;
Aware of my fears, of the
present, and of the truth.
The chill of the cold night
accents my sense of awareness
and of cognizance, and the
fright of reality submerges.
No longer in the invulnerability
of my dream,
I must step out into the
indistinct
and metamorphose my world
into something definite
and lucid
and even ethereal.
I
am no longer on my balcony,
I now stand on the unrevealed
facing my reality and my
fear.
For if I fear I will never
love.
And if I never love I will
never live.
Caribbean Soul
by Veronica Ann Cech
Close
your eyes and drift with
me, to a sublime little
shop next to the sea.
Soar with me across the
miles,
Feel free to share your
thoughts and smiles.
Over land and ocean blue,
To where white, sandy beaches
welcome you.
In
a harbor safe and calm,
With shade provided by the
palm,
Sits a little store.
Within its walls are stored
hopes, fears, drama, tears
and more.
Its shuttered windows are
opened wide,
To let sweet tropical breezes
drift inside.
As
you walk through its portal,
You are greeted by the aroma
of pipe tobacco and honeysuckle.
Ceiling fans stir the lazy
air,
And you know that you are
welcomed there. The walls
are lined with
shelves of books, And the
owner smiles at your astonished
looks.
Cozy
little tables fill the space
between; Flaubert and Steven
King.
In one corner sits a bar,
With tropical treasures
collected from near and
far.
It's shelves are well stocked,
Complete with spirits, spring
water, and a java pot.
Strains of six-string music
fill the air,
And whisk away your every
care.
A
handsome man, with eyes
of piercing blue,
Saunters over and welcomes
you.
He casually sets down his
pipe,
And asks, "Do you see
anything you like? ".
Just then a maiden, true
and fair,
Walks from behind the bar
with flowers in her hair.
Her
scent is that of honeysuckle
pure and sweet,
And she pads toward you
on bare feet.
They are both clad in cutoff
shorts, and baggy tees.
Any fool can see, that they
love each other desperately.
They
welcome you to share a tale,
To spin a yarn, to set your
soul a- sail.
Then she walks to a make-
shift stage,
And softly reads from Phillip
Gage.
The man makes you comfortable,
sets you up with drinks
and fruit.
He welcomes you to take
a look.
To browse the shelves for
your favorite book.
He smiles and walks back
over to his pipe, And pauses
briefly to re- light.
Then
he is lost again within
her voice.
They are lost in each other,
they never had a choice.
Just
a little shop, secluded
yet sublime,
A small part of our souls
that we all should visit
. . . once upon a time.
Dreaming
by Eyebrite
I'm
dreaming today about a prince
on a white horse,
coming to take me away.
To
somewhere all billowy, where
fantasy lies,
to tropical gardens and
silvery skies,
to a castle with smiles,
all pink in a cloud,
where joy is the language
and laughter the sound,
and pain is unheard of and
hate is not found.
I'm
believing this dream in
a world all too real -
God, please give me the
faith to believe in it still.
I
Saw You Crying
by Tara
I
saw you sitting on a bench
outside
you were crying
I wanted to reach out to
you and hug you
but I knew you wouldn't
let me
I wished you could have
told me what was wrong
I wished that I had the
courage to ask
I wished I could have done
something
but
I didn't
I was afraid of your reaction
to me
so
I walked on
past you
because you were a stranger
I didn't even know you
and I didn't even try to
Reflections Of Life And
Love
by Andrew MacDonald
Tender
is the night we spend in
passionate delight,
Craving the sensuality of
another's warmth.
Touching like breathing
- sustaining life and desire,
Forever embraced, we are
consumed by the fire.
Our bonding in love is unlike
the vice of lust.
Why do some want without
knowing or feeling?
For them the joys of love
come suddenly, or not at
all.
Spontaneous obsession becomes
an eternal void.
Love is neither volatile
or immediate.
It is earned and cherished
like the gift of life.
We
are challenged to exist
in spiritual peace,
In a world that frowns its
cold face at romanticism.
Love, in years to come,
will be obsolete.
To be replaced by that which
is more efficient.
Love as a commodity of the
future:
Mass-marketed, and conveniently
packaged.
Only $19.99 after manufacturer's
mail-in rebate.
Do
the means justify our end?
Is it better to own without
feeling
Than to love without needing?
I want to grow through experience,
not material wealth.
That I may be wealthy in
experience and love,
I will follow the past least
traveled.
With solace in a friend,
I have hope and support.
I am fueled by a dream and
hardened for the journey,
For love is a lost road
upon which few have traveled.
Embracing this thing we
call life, we must keep
searching.
Dedicated To The Man
I Never Knew
by Pauline Hamblin
As
I tend to you, in your death.
I feel I know you, by those
you left.
You must have been, a wonderful
man.
The strength and character
of your clan
I see love, deep in their
eyes.
The pain they feel is no
disguise.
The gentle way they touch
your hand,
As you are drifting to the
promised land.
Your children talked of
being raised.
Respect and devotion lived
at your place.
Grateful to God, they appeared
to be,
Happy to be a part of your
family.
Your wife's heart is beating
loud.
Tears well up, her eyes
did cloud.
Unable to speak, she begins
to cry.
Begging to God to not let
you die.
So you see, my friend, This
life is past.
But the values you left
will always last.
Though I never knew you,
I know you well.
Your life, your love, their
eyes did tell.
I Believe
by Gracie
I
believe in happiness, though
I never feel it.
I believe in the stars,
though I never get my wish.
I believe in God, though
I've never heard him.
I believe in my future,
though I don't know where
it's headed.
I believe in my friends,
though they lie.
I believe in love, though
I don't know what it is.
I believe in life, though
I die.
Time Unending
by Ted Mayfield
There
comes a time, when we see
a different light.
Is it what we have searched
out, an emotion we cannot
fight?
Maybe it is nothing at all,
a smile in the wind,
Everything would define
our lives, simplicity could
begin again.
Unless
we chance to open our eyes,
the light may fade away,
Never to return again, broken
dreams gone astray.
Even as we seek ourselves,
wondering about our world,
New lights they do beckon,
a neglected flag unfurled.
Do we want what we have
seen, or what we do not
know?
Is there something else
to seek or something to
let go?
Now the day is upon us,
answers from above descending,
Grasping hearts with new
found love, as our time
becomes unending.
A Warrior's Face
by Mars
Spring
waters flow,
Warmed by Father Sun,
Swelling beyond the keeping
banks,
Leaching winters frosted
ores,
Through spreading fingers,
Of the waters course,
Renewing those, along its
path,
That seem at first, to succumb,
Then emerge from the inundation,
With the strength of stamina,
And will to persevere,
Ultimately without complaint,
In understanding and appreciation,
Of the gifts of the tribulation,
As the water keeps its sacred
task,
Cleansing Mother Earth,
Like the tears on a Warriors
face,
Cleanse the soul.
Don't
Tell Me Who I Am
by Wes Mitchell
no.
really
I do know how I am
I'm all messed up
that's nothing new
I
don't know what to do
or who to be
or what you expect from
me
it really doesn't matter
anyway
you can scream at a wall
until it breaks
but in the end
it's
still broken,
how
do you change you?
who is it that I have turned
into
it's not me
it's not you
god,
please don't let it be them
it must be them
because
I will wreck you
and I will use you
I don't know
you
please,
don't go
cause I am scared
what if I really am who
I came from
I know I push you away
what if it really is all
my fault
stay
cause I am not me
something
has been taken
from my quivering
soul
Love.
In
Search Of Me
by Leslie Rentas
There
is darkness now,
where there once was the
glow of a shining star.
The glow has faded, for
I no longer have my guiding
light.
I know only where I have
been, for where I'm going
I do not know.
I
have no destination . .
.
I wander aimlessly. A shell
of my former self . . .
My reflection holds no resemblance
of who I use to be . . .
I must go in search of myself
. . .
To
seek and find the light
once again
S omething Better
by Deric
My
life was great until you
told me,
I dont love you anymore,
I want to be free.
My heart was broken and
started to bleed,
Because you gave up and
wanted to leave.
No
one has ever hurt me like
this,
You betrayed me with just
a kiss.
I didnt think I would
ever get over it,
I just wanted to die, give
up, and quit.
I
felt a gapping hole in my
heart,
Bleeding so badly and falling
apart.
I dont know what to
do now, I said,
Something deep inside me
is dead.
As
the wounds healed I came
alive,
Im not going to die,
I will survive.
I had awakened a new sense
of freedom,
With each day passing, I
knew where it came from.
I
am a survivor . . . I cant
let this get me down,
I must not walk around town
with a frown.
It is so easy to climb inside,
Escape reality, deny love,
and hide.
A
year has passed and here
I am today,
I feel great and am so glad
I found my way.
I have met a wonderful person,
a life to share,
A friend so kind, true,
and with a love so rare.
How
could I have possibly been
so blind,
Not to realize that true
love is there, to find.
I learned that when something
happens bad,
Its important not
to become too sad.
Waiting
around the corner is something
great,
Dont be afraid to
reopen the gate.
For we truly hurt those
we love the best,
But true love always survives
the test.
True
love is always worth the
wait,
Remember
dont
settle for second rate.
The
Past
by Leslie Rentas
The
past holds many secrets
better left untold . . .
For to bring them to the
present
its bitterness unfolds .
. .
The
memories we cherish
may be tarnished by its
gloom . . .
Its darkness and its sorrow
is to what we are doomed
. . .
There
is no need relive the past
for to do so is in vain
. . .
Yesterday's gone, today
is here
why relive the pain . .
.
Forget
the past as you turn away
and wish it a farewell .
. .
For no longer in the past
will your present dwell
. . .
Hidden
Blessings
by Pauline Hamblin
Thank
you God for the valleys,
That I sometimes find myself
in.
A life that is always sunshine
And no rain would bring
A world without flowers,
Or gardens to tend.
The rivers would all dry
up.
The ocean's a dream.
A world without happiness,
to me, it would seem.
Life
can't be all blessing -
There would be no need
To talk with God,
Or bow at His feet.
Heaven would be meaningless,
Angels would be without
song.
Life on earth would be boring,
and the days here would
be long.
I'm Tired
by A. Mother
I'm
tired!
Yes, Lord, I'm tired!
Tired of being lonely and
tired of being alone.
Tired of the voices of women
instead of men.
I'm
tired of seeing my older
face
Where a younger one should
be.
Tired of acting my age
When inside I feel twenty-three.
Yes,
I'm tired!
Tired of empty arms and
empty nights.
Tired of an empty heart
and an empty life.
Tired of loving no one and
no one loving me.
I'm tired of my own company
And just plain tired of
being me.
I'm
tired!
Yes, Lord, I'm tired but
I can't turn back the years.
I just need your help, Lord,
To get through these middle
age tears.
If
by Robert James
If
all there was to know
Was known by only me
And the only place to go
I was all there was to see.
I'd
start at the beginning
And I'd make myself anew
With a will that's free
for sinning
To forget all that I knew.
Then
I could learn again
That which I could only
teach
That the truth of I as man
Is there's nothing I can't
reach.
No Longer Who I Used
To Be
by Pauline Hamblin
Can
you see
The illness that haunts
me?
Others don't understand.
To them my disease is just
a name.
But I will never be the
same.
I
never thought
It would happen to me.
Disease is not choosy -
My body chosen, just happened
to be.
My
body's changing.
I can't be the person you're
used to seeing.
Emotions run high.
My pain is real.
It haunts the very existence
of my being.
Please
don't judge me
If I seem angry.
For I don't understand
How my pain and suffering
Can be a part of God's master
plan.
Different
by Angell
I
walk down the street
I look left and right
I hoping people will like
I hope they don't mind
I'm
not from around here
I came from far away
I'm a stranger among them
I hope that's ok
I
walk in fear
I look in confusion
I feel a tear in my eye
They
look at me differently
But I heard they're so nice
The life here's so easy
It'll all be all right
They
give me a look
Some start to laugh
What's going on?
When I ask them why,
They tell me to do the "math"
I
don't know their language,
I don't know their ways,
I'm scared and petrified
in my childish ways
So
my face is different color
my language not the one
you speak -
Because of that, am I really
bad?
I always thought I was unique
It's
been awhile now.
I got used to the taunting.
I stopped caring
Stopped hoping
they'll find me to their
liking
Middle Age
by Sharad
Years
are tears,
Falling from my eyes,
Reminding me of the road,
That I left behind.
A
precious life,
An era to live,
A non-event,
Nothing to describe.
Far
at a distance,
A light is seen,
Can I touch it,
Stir in my mind.
Absence Of Love
by Marge Tindal
When
love was youthful it came
my way,
But I had not the time to
play.
I sent it skipping down
the street,
And love and it's laughter
beat a hasty retreat.
Love
tried to enter but I didn't
relent.
I said, "Go away!",
and away it went.
Love came again and knocked
on my door.
I did not answer.....so
it tried no more.
Even
though my life went well,
Love did not come again
to dwell.
Not in my life or in my
shell,
I had really shunned it
well.
As
I sit alone in the dark
of the night,
Memories of the past take
flight.
And if the true story were
to be told
Oh, love how I'd welcome
you
Now that I'm old.
Day of Beckoning
by Nancy Ness
I
hear My Day of Beckoning
From Muses to my lair
Tis long enough my
Reckoning
Lifes Sirens fill
the air.
Enough
Responsibility
Ive been grown up
too long
Im ready for Frivolity
To sing that Sirens
Song
No
more of this hibernal game
With tufted quilts and snow
I hear Adventure call my
name
With all it shall bestow.
A
fortnights nurturant
avow,
Time now to shed that skin
My burdens all are lighter
now
New Journeys can begin.
My
Quest in life to have some
Fun
And write of all I see
Ill tell you when
Ive touched the Sun
Thence Sirens Song
Ill be.
So,
heed me well, I have forespake
Ill venture to and
fro,
But I know not the road
Ill take
Ill pave it as I go
Entrust
in this, loved ones and
friends,
I and my Travelin
van
Will forge new trails by
this years end -
Ill be a Travelin
Nan.
Is
IRony in Hearkening?
Lifes Sirens
luring word?
I hear My Day of Beckoning,
The Sweetest Song Ive
heard?
Someone Else
by Roche
Have
you ever wished you were
someone else?
Someone other than yourself.
Have you ever wanted to
get away?
To be someone else for a
day.
Does
it seem like your lane is
always jammed?
and everything you do is
always dammed?
Do you always seem to catch
the red light?
and you never seem to do
anything right.
Do
you try to make everyone
happy, not sad?
but someone always ends
up mad.?
If I changed my name
Would you treat me the same?
If
I changed my face
How would I see this place?
If I changed my beliefs
Would my mind be anymore
deep?
If
I was someone else
Would I wish I was myself?
Treasured Thing
by Lin Yong-ching
The
moth-eaten cloth
Traveled the years
Through beaten roads
And wearied paths.
The moth-eaten cloth
Tattered and torn
Traveled with me
On & on.
But as time wore on
the cloth wore thin.
No longer able
To be used to clean
Up my sorrows or my fears.
A piece of memory
A fragment of past.
A moth-eaten cloth,
That has seen its last.
Yet it remains
A part of me
The cloth eaten by moths
But survived to be
A treasured friend
The Loser
by Chuck Pool
They
say that Im a loser
And perhaps that may be
true
Since I dont have
a lot of friends
And my interests are but
few
Im not a worldly person
Well versed in social graces
So I prefer to stay at home
Than go to public places
I dont go out to parties
Or places where you dance
And I havent had a
date in years
Afraid to take a chance
People always make me nervous
Because Im rather
shy
Lacking in the confidence
To be a stand up guy
Im not a very clever
man
Nor can I tell a joke
Im neither tall or
handsome
And I always am flat broke
I have no sense of humor
Or talent to create
Is it any wonder then
That I dont have a
mate
In spite of all that I am
not
I never get depressed
For Ive accepted who
I am
Being second best
They say that Im a
loser
And perhaps that may be
true
But if I had to change my
life
Id wind up being you
Death Of A Dream
by Amis Lee
I
went out walking in the
rain,
The ditch ran deep
An ocean full;
I
spun a song through loops
of air,
It alighted on
My window sill.
I
caught a dream on gilded
wings,
It beat once
Twice,
And then was still.
Violated
by Tina K
I
cant see you, so you
cant see me
Close your eyes
Close your eyes
What
you dont know wont
hurt you
Close your mind
Close your mind
Turn
your head, it will just
be a little pinch
Look away
Look away
Pocket
full of posies
Mask the scent
Mask the scent
Its
all there in black and white
Turn the page
Turn the page
Time
heals all wounds
Move ahead
Move ahead
Winners
never quit
Say goodbye
Say goodbye
All We Have Is Time
by Brian Quinn
Have
you visited a graveyard
lately
And wandered by the plots?
Some are neat and tidy
With flowers trim in pots,
Where someone has cleared
the grime,
Taken care and given time.
Whilst
other sites do show neglect,
They're fairly overrun with
weeds,
And beneath them lie the
dusty bones,
Forgotten words, forgotten
deeds
Of someone, perhaps, whose
only crime
Was leaving no one to give
them time.
For
time is all we have to give,
It bonds us to our kin,
When mixed with love it
binds us strong
To friends, when times are
grim.
The hills of life are eased
to climb
When shared with those who
give us time.
For
time is like life's mortar,
It binds the bricks we use
To build a house where God
may dwell,
It's up to us to choose.
As sharing makes our life
sublime,
For all we have to give
is time.
Broken Pieces
by Bonnie Butler
It's
like a book, broken pages
mixed together,
words scrambling around
the crazy memories scattered
around
what about that night we
spent
trying to put together the
pieces of life?
All
the intellectual conversations
like little Stars, but it
wasn't so simple,
it got confusing and impossible
to understand.
Words weren't just words,
they were incredible thoughts.
After
a while, the days turned
to rain,
and then one day,
it all disappeared into
the moon.
Every once in a while I
stare up at it,
trying to put the broken
pieces back together.
It
comes back in a shallow
way.
life is just one long day
we dream upon.
Our souls swim around madly
trying to find a place to
rest
and we, like madmen, travel
all around to look for them.
Eventually,
if we're determined enough,
we'll find that one broken
piece in our lives -
it's called our souls
Love Is...
by Starr Harmony
Holding
hands
Making plans
Staying true
Only to you
That's what they said love
is...
Never
ever needing
anyone new
Saving all my lovin'
only for you
That's what they said love
is..
How
can I ever
Do anything new
When my heart & soul
Belong only to you?
That's what they said love
is...
Give
and take
Don't make mistakes
Learn to bend
& don't pretend
That's what they said love
is
The Kid On Third
by Jefferey Knodel
Youve
heard the story a thousand
times,
Of all those stories, comes
one that rhymes.
The game was of the inning
- nine,
The boy on third was feeling
fine.
A swing and a miss now made
2 outs,
The home teams fans
were having doubts.
For the player who was next
to bat,
Was O for ten and really
fat.
The boy on third was told
to steal,
The thought of which most
made him keel.
He was raised to never be
a thief,
And this thought added to
his grief.
For if he did not what the
coach did say,
He would be benched with
no more play.
The time had come to make
his choice,
He thought his pants were
getting moist.
He said Im going,
that is all,
But to make it there Ill
have to haul!
He took his lead and that
was it,
He took off yelling HOLY
SHI
.!!
The pitcher noticed he was
gone,
But dropped the ball upon
the lawn.
He picked it up and flung
it fast,
Hoping he could catch his
ass.
But as the ball approached
the plate,
It seemed his efforts were
too late.
The ball, the boy, a cloud,
a shout,
The ump cried out Yerrrrrrr
OUT!
But as the cloud around
them cleared,
On the ground the ball appeared!
The kid yelled out Wait
theres the ball!
Which made the umpire change
his call.
The
boy jumped up and danced
around,
His teammates knocked him
to the ground.
Then picked him up above
them all,
The moment would not let
him fall.
He felt so good and yet
so not,
For in hell he thought hed
rot.
For, taught him, his mother
had,
That stealing was very bad.
But at this moment he did
not care,
The cross was one hed
willingly bare.
There were two teams and
both were good,
The home team had the better
wood.
The score of both had been
the same,
The kid yelled out Yo, whats
my name?!?
Mood Swings
by Burton Keeble
And
how in this confused state,
My bodiless legs have strode
these streets,
Wherein my mind my madness
meets,
My grievous troubled soul
to mate,
And give birth to sorrow
; then entreats,
Me welcome change and troubles
to abate.
The Expressions Of Life
by Dee
There
are a million facial expressions
each with it's own meaning:
The
teary-eyed of ashamed confessions
which can cut the deepest
The
sadistic grin can give you
the shivers
it can expose what's really
within.
The
frown of a beautiful face,
it can bring tears to my
eyes.
But
there is one I cannot place
-
Love, there is no expression,
just a feeling of being
complete.
It's
the only true cure for depression
but the best expression
is a passionate kiss
It can take away all your
pain
and leave you in heavenly
bliss
A Dissertation
by Jason Silverthorne
I'll
try this explanation
As my own interpretation
From gathered observation
On mankinds infatuation
With God and with creation
I'll use for illustration
A modern adaptation
Of ancient publications
Found in every nation
With many alterations
But in each variation
There is but one summation
That we all seek elevation
And our own soul's salvation.
If I Only Had Two Hearts
by Lovely
If
only I had to hearts, it
will hold a lot of love
For that poor boy or girl,
who lives in the street
For that sad old woman,
I saw down in the deep
And for that hungry elderly
man, who has no one to share
His last piece of stale
bread, soar milk and rotten
pare
If I only had two hearts
If
I could pump the blood from
my heart and give it to
that dying child
If I could hold deep within
my chest, that teenager
girl who is running wild
If I could educated that
sista who don't seem to
have it all
If I only had two hearts,
I could give the world that
final call
Scars
from my teardrops that stained
my wedding gown
The quietness in that death
man's fragile sound
With the love of my well-being,
and thoughts from my thrifty
mind
If I only had two hearts,
I will make the world unwind
If
I only had two hearts, I
would gladly give you one
A message from me to you,
created by God's Son
If I only had two hearts
Questions
by Chandler
How
many steps will it take
to walk a mile?
How many seconds will it
take to wait a while?
How many battles do we need
for us to win?
How many Gods do we need
to forgive our sins?
How
many times must a man betray
his faith?
How many times can a man
control his hate?
When do we say that justice
isn't fair??
How can we endure the burden
that we bear?
Where
is the youth who will dare?
Where can we find the people
who really care?
Where can we find the road
to success?
Is it in the north, south,
east, or west?
Where
can I find true love?
That God had gave from above?
How many struggles do we
need to make it through?
When do we say that a statement
is false or true?
How
can I forgive others?
When they killed my peers?
Can you give help to those
people in need?
After they have dropped
you and you bleed?
Who
are the people you can trust?
In this world, to fight
is a must.
The world will continue
to evolve,
Until those questions have
been solved.
The Spirit Of Love
by Rick Thompson
What
is love and where does it
hide
My heart is bleeding the
tears it cried
Behind those doors where
do they lead
The living love that is
like a growing seed
Why is it so hard that I
have to reach
The lessons we learn the
lessons we teach
Love that is true and we
do not measure
Love that is true and one
that we treasure
Maybe it comes from the
falling rain
To wash away the hurt and
take away the stain
Something to be shared and
held so tight
Followed by those who seek
its light
Will this spirit of love
reach out to me
I beg to be forgiven and
set it free
To touch the ones I dearly
know
Touching their hearts and
feeling it grow
So it can be felt by those
who share
So it can be felt by those
who care
Feel its breeze as it softly
falls
The spirit of love upon
you it calls
Drifting
by Rosemary J. Gwaltney
Out
on Elliott bay we
Watch an early morning ferry
Gliding lazily in, whitecaps
in its wake
Fog drifting dreamily over
the choppy gray water
We
hold our cups of steaming
cappuccino between our chilly
hands
On the third floor Seattle
Public Market cafe as a
hungry
Sea gull swoops past the
windows again - again,
Crying, hoping for handouts
it wheels for,
Diving - easily catching
Each in mid-air
I
remember
We had coffee here
Half a lifetime ago together
Catching each other tenderly
in
The midst of a wild stream
of living
Just
as we had soda together
here
Years before that when together
We held such youth within
Our entwined hands
That we believed
We knew what
Sorrow
Was
Ode To A Teenager
by Kit McCallum
I
think I shall begin to say
A heartfelt and sincere,
Apology to my dear folks
To whom I hold so dear.
You
see, I am much older now,
And have kids of my own,
And never did I think Id
reap
The seed that I have sown.
I
flashback to my younger
years,
And struggle to recall,
The innocence that I portrayed,
For truly, after
all
Im
sure I wasnt ever
bad,
Or nasty or talked back
I was an angel
wasnt
I?
I never caused much flak.
I
think thats right
(its years ago),
And memories, they can dim;
But was I not the perfect
child
Who obeyed your every whim?
I
think thats stretching
truths a bit;
I surely had my days,
But does that really
justify
My own childs errant
ways?
What
happened to my loving child?
The one who did no wrong?
The one I cuddled up at
night,
And sang his favorite song.
You
are my sunshine one minute
My storm the moment
next;
I want to punish you at
times,
And yet, I have regrets.
For
I was not a perfect child,
I think Ill now admit;
And teenage years are difficult
For those enduring it.
What
I must keep in mind is this
Ive taught you with
my heart;
And weve had many
loving years,
Our hard days neer
shall part.
For
through the ups and downs
.. the swings
Between young child and
man,
Ill keep in mind that
this is just
A part of lifes strange
plan.
To
let you grow I have to try
To take it daily now
For you are like a baby
bird
Whos learning how
to fly.
Youll
test your wings (and this
I know)
To see how far to push,
Before I put my foot down
And bring you down
to earth.
Now
all I ask, is work with
me;
Well butt heads for
a while;
But just remember
Im the one
Who goes the extra mile.
I
pay the bills
I mop
the floors
I drive you here and there
But truly there are times
when
I just sit back in despair.
Im
only human
nothing
more,
And Ive been where
youre at
Believe me when I truly
say
Ive been there and
done that.
So
if thats true, youd
think that I
Would have a lesson learned,
And wouldnt fret or
feel so hurt
In times that you do turn
In
to a quite unruly child,
A man I do not know
But I will hold on to my
heart,
For this fact I do know.
And
that is simple, pure and
clear,
Youre still my loving
child
You simply have a stash
of masks,
For times youre
in disguise.
So
anytime I see a mask,
Ill try my best to
see
That handsome, loving, caring
child
Whos true face is
beneath.
For
I dont think you mean
to say
The things you sometimes
do;
Its in those times,
my loving child,
Ill point this out
to you.
For
I do love you, but Ive
learned
My lessons in this life;
Its your turn now,
so listen up
We need to ease this strife.
So
how bout this, my
dear young man,
The next time that you shout
Instead of arguing with
me
Look in my eyes of doubt.
And
search to find those memories
Of the mother you still
love;
Reach out to me and talk
it through
And seal it with a hug.
One Lone Heart
by Angela K. Dyson
One
lone heart drums a solo,
Beats a rhythm in syncopation,
Pumping tears through veins
of woe,
Weeping in its segregation
Ever
yearning another to find
A heart to just accompany
Its lonely music, and then
combine,
And together play a sweet
medley
Only
one heart provides a beat,
But two hearts joined, a
song does make
A true song no doubt all
odds defeats,
But hearts are deaf to hear
the fake
A
loud symphony does a heart
mislead
When lyrics sung are none
but lies
The heart is torn and left
to bleed,
And beat by beat, it slowly
dies
Beating
still, yet without vigor,
Pushing emptiness through
veins,
The bleeding heart assumes
its armor
To protect itself from further
pains
Behind
the shield, rhythm fading,
Broken chambers caving in
Tattered heart in misery
wading,
Wincing wildly in its chagrin
If
there is no tune and no
notes are chimed
Without the aid of a second
tone,
Why keep the beat, why count
the time?
Why carry on all alone?
A
heart alone brings only
pain
Two hearts as one prove
doubly so
Sad hearts want just one
thing to gain:
True happiness in place
of woe
The
perfect melody is never
found
By dead hearts seeking life
from another
It will only hear the desired
sound
In its own pulse, and none
other
Tired
heart, ripped and worn,
Resumes its syncopated beat,
Finding song in another
form:
Its single rhythm makes
music sweet
Withered
heart sews the tear,
Rebuilds each chamber one
by one,
Making room for music there
--
Its own wondrous solo song
Perhaps
in time, a second heart
Will hear the song and lend
its voice
And together then, will
never part
Eternally singing their
rejoice
But
if none other should join
in,
The single heart shall keep
on beating,
Listening to its own music
within,
Never again from its song
retreating
Pregnancy
by Nathan Riggs
Morning
Sickness.
The Flu.
Agoraphobia,
too.
Missing school.
No Caffeine.
It's a rule,
gotta stay clean.
Living
for two now,
maybe three.
If things go well
for the family tree,
I've gotta think of
the person inside of me.
This
is what
Alex had said
concerning her pregnancy.
It's true, but
it's come to my head,
It also applies to me.
It
applies to all of us
because we all
have this little person
buried deep within,
that sooner or later
needs to come out
and be born again.
Thank
You, Alexandria.
I understand what you say
-
We're all pregnant,
but at least
your morning sickness
will someday
go away.
The Road Less Traveled
by Kit McCallum
How
often we must bear the challenges
of life;
The endless roller coaster
between happiness and sorrow;
The constant ups and downs
of daily strife.
And always the question
remains .... why?
Life
is not an easy road for
most;
It twists and turns with
many forks in the road,
Although always, and inevitably,
we are given a choice ...
Do
we turn to the right ...
or the left?
Do we take the high road
... or the low road?
Do we take the easy path
... or the difficult one?
Decisions
are not easy for those struggling
for direction ...
And sometimes the many choices
and signs become overwhelming.
While
standing at a crossroads
in life,
The urge is to take the
most comfortable path;
The road with least resistance
...
The shortest or most traveled
route.
And
yet, if we've been down
that comfortable road before;
Have gleaned its lessons
in life, and learned from
our experiences;
Do
we yet again follow the
known?
Or does our destiny lie
in another direction?
The
fear of the road less traveled
is tangible and all too
real;
It manifests itself in many
ways,
And tends to cloud the issues
that might otherwise be
clear.
It
is in these times of confusion,
That we must seek peace
and solitude;
Time
to contemplate on our life,
Our experiences and our
choices past;
Time to look back, and reflect
on what we have learned
Without fear or confusion.
For
only each of us knows our
own personal thoughts;
Our unique past and personal
history;
The experiences that brought
us to the crossroads we
now face.
We
can always learn a small
degree from others experiences,
And yet ... no one person
can walk in our shoes,
Others know not, the trials
and tribulations faced in
private ...
For
each is individual ... unique
... and personal.
And
that is why ... while standing
at a crossroads,
Only "we" can
formulate the decision for
ourselves;
The true direction that
lies within;
The choices we must deliberate
on with clarity and wisdom.
For
it is only through personal
reflection,
That we can now choose our
destiny;
... Our next adventure;
... And the future we will
embrace.
Dislodged
by Marcy
at
variance I feel so alone
like the oak
upon the hill
in which we molded our appellations
during pubescence
skinned knees
heads full of dreams
pantomime
as if we had
control of time
years
abruptly passed
and claimed their price
on our bodies and minds
now and them I still go
up
to that old oak
to recapture
yesterdays deliberations
overlaid in gold
Mirror Mirror
by Leslie Callejas
Mirror-mirror
on the wall
show me what you see
if you really reflect it
all
show every piece of me
behind
my eyes, behind my smile
deep into my soul
linger for a little while
show me all you know
not
just a figure standing here
reveal all that's inside
show me, even though I fear
here and now, it's time
show
the bruised and battered
place in me
the piece that just can't
cope
the part that longs to be
set free
the side where life's a
joke
the
innocence hiding behind
the sin
the adult inside the child
the heart that won't let
anyone in
the piece of me that's mild
the
place in me that's always
red
the part that's forever
blue
the side that follows what
is said
the piece that's always
confused
the
place in me that thinks
Im right
the part that knows Im
wrong
the side that's bloated
up with pride
the piece that can't go
on
the
coward inside the fighter
the genius next to the dumb
the part that's drunk with
laughter
the side that shies from
fun
so,
mirror-mirror on the wall
Ill step back so I
can see
if you really reflect it
all
and show every piece of
me
Risk
by Michelle Mckee
There
are no guarantees
Life throws things at you
You can catch or miss them
But they will come, ready
or not
I
always looked for the real
thing
Never trusting in the possibility
Risk-taking not my forte
Staying safe at all costs
Even
playing it safe is not certain
Safe has hurt me
Zero risk gets zero gain
Sometimes playing it safe
costs you more
It
has me,
In not fighting the battle
you may lose the war
In not believing in a dream
You may never sleep peacefully
again
So
let go of the fear
Reach out for the flame
So what if you get burned
Better that then numb for
life
Better
to remember passion and
joy
Along with the pain and
tears
Then to have no memories
worth
Remembering
So
to hell with safe
I am going to gamble and
bet
Until I win back everything
I lost
And my life is what it was
meant to be
Words
by Ryan Lauria
Words
don't hurt.
The person saying them does.
Just seeing where it is
coming from
is like taking a sword
and stabbing it into me
chest.
Then
when I realize
the feelings that go along
with the words.
I picture you
turning the sword inside
my chest.
Then
with every drop of blood
dripping out,
I have to remind myself
that
they are only words.
Summer's Tale
by Shane Downing
The
basking glow of the sun
heating the earth,
Faint memories of spring
dwindling by,
Tangled leaves spelling
summer's birth,
Leaving the rains and storms
to die.
Brother
moon teasing the stars to
their post,
Dancing in the deep, dark
sky with ebony skirts,
Covering life with warmness
within it's hosts,
Casual tears streaming down
until it hurts.
Summers
lost and summers found,
Times together disappearing
with dawn,
Upheavals of both the heart
and ground,
Childhood readings of fairies
and fauns.
That
girl next door with her
attractive hair,
Dreams of cars and stars
and rise to fame,
Following the peers and
trends for wear,
A mother's grace not seeming
the same.
Blankets
and warmth in a tree-filled
park,
Books and duties calling
history forth,
The gleaming dew and song
of a lark,
A saddened sigh with eyes
to the North.
Bells
call and the answer simply,
"I do,"
Mingled, lovely glances
afar from you,
The seas and sky never looked
so blue,
After bearing some kind
- one, or two.
Desperation
in the parting of blood,
Thoughts of glory all lost
in sight,
Knocked your knees deep
in the mud,
Shattered glass to break
the light.
Crying
tears - Oh, they ignore
you so!
Crashed hopes and dashed
endeavors,
Life and death - you only
reap what you sow,
A fragment of the one you
once were.
Stricken
fear at summer's glow -
the last,
A smile here and there -
a laugh for the past,
Regained footing and composure
(it's always there),
Pass on the legacy that
never was to bear.
As
coldness flows through the
treetops bold,
Darkened nature pulls for
a final embrace,
And once, and last, your
story is told,
Forever linked to playful
Summer's grace.
We
are the Grands
by Faye Jones
We
are Grand
Grandma,
Grandpa,
Grandchild.
Some are
even
Great
Whether we are Great or
Grand-
We are the cream of the
Clan!
Goddess
by Stage Diva
she
is abstract beauty, not
perfection
she is round and full, blossoming
womanhood
she
is forsaken
belittled by a hypocrite
society that preaches to
love, worship, and
nourish the body, yet forces
masochism to maintain its
jaded ideal.
but
she is a goddess
unconcerned with the masses
who cannot see
who tell her she is
Fat.
Ugly.
Worthless.
she
does not hear them
for she says beauty is unique
so she does not listen
so they scream
they rage
they force her to hide
for she is dangerous
she
is not like them
she is a goddess
The Meaning Of Life
by Chuck Pool
One
day I met a wise old man
Who was sitting in the park
And there upon the bench
with him
We talked till early
dark
He
told me of his travels
To a far off distant land
Where the secret meaning
of our lives
Was taught to him first
hand
I
listened to his story
Amazed by what he said
The simple truth of which
he spoke
Was knowledge not widespread
In
great detail he did explain
What life was all about
And how the answer we do
seek
We dont have to be
without
There
was something in his message
That I could not reject
A wisdom that I understood
So simple and direct
My
life forever has been changed
By the words I heard that
day
A concept old as life itself
And by far the one true
way
An
answer to the question why
And the reason we exist
Solutions I would not now
know
If my walk that day was
missed