plunged deep
chapter 1
I am smelled of your smoke
I am smelled of your smoke
Wispy vapours embrace every strand of my hair
I inhale your smoke
Wispy vapours swarm down through my vein
Through my floating heart
Rip
a longing inside
As I can't shake off
the smell of your smoke on my hair
Every strand of my hair
Carries your wretched loneliness
Your loneliness
now is infiltrating me
Oh so tenderly sweeping me off the ground
I'm breathing your smoke your loneliness
Your weary soul oh so grey
Swaying to me as your smoke's dancing
whirling whirling
Vanishing into the thin air
Into the Magic
X/6,9/97
chapter 2
Coming From You
They tasted sweet and warm
Flowing down into the very core of me
Spreading warmth
All around me
Keeping away
the lurking demon
They were
Blinding
Coming from your mouth
Bright sparkling orangeish light
Elegantly polished
Over a crumbled dream
Hollowed into a void
Filled with a perfect emptiness
The sweet taste linger
The void linger longer
Aching for the truth
Of the true why
That you wouldn't reveal
Without the sugar coating
Without the elegant drama
For a gallantry exit
To severe
But the tie remains
As the sweetness stays
And the void has yet to be filled
chapter 3
Pretty Words
I am bathed in your pretty words
Comfortably snuggled in the warmth of your breath
Cradled in your welcome embrace
That made me feel beautiful
I thought this secure sense
would stay
But alas,
It wouldn't
In a jerk
It was taken away
Left me entangled in your pretty words
Ceaselessly wandering in between them
To find the truer meaning
For had not you told me once
"read between the lines"
But the lines were getting curvy and
too brightly blurred
in the glory of your pretty words
That I thought were breathed out of your heart
Perhaps I have mistaken you for somebody else
Somebody with enough courage and wisdom
To deliver the revealing truth
To allow the mislead to carry on to different path
chapter 4
You Said
You said I should be angry
Well I was not
then
You said you were guilty
As hell you were
Though I didn't think so
then
You said you didn't mean to hurt me
Then
why would you have to be
so stubbornly
done it
in your own way
That
would only hurt me
more
While you could have done it
in other way
As to save me
the unneccesary pain and doubt
If only
You would rather spread out the truth
As stark as it were
Than wrapped it in a make believe nicety
Then
I would take all this
much better than
I'm taking it now.
Just so you know it.
II-IV/98
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